last night i felt so guilty and mad. i really hated arguing, why should i put a reason behind everything i did?? i did it myself, i just didnt care whether u like it or not. so please never take me into fuckin discussion. it was such a waste, u knew? i didnt wanna share my opinion with an idiot. so it's better u shut the fuck up.
"if u wanna be understood, then explain!". i didnt need to be understood anymore, so i didnt have to explain anything, right?
if u didnt know stop acting like u did. dont pretend like u cared or what... like u gave a shit. not all things i liked to share. u needed to chill, dumbass.
once or twice i might tell u about my problems. but NOT all of mine. dont ask my time to explain why i've been this way, why i've been hurt like this, why i looked so fuckin pathetic. u got nothing on me, stop questioning! eventhough i looked sad, i didnt have any fuckin duty to tell u what the fuck was going on.
stop asking WHY! arguing with idiots should piss me off. i'd rather tell u nothing happened than explaining why.
just because i've told u once doesnt mean i would tell u always. i had my fuckin privacy.

ok... enough. today i got surprised cause one of OB of my office out.
he was a kind person. he didnt like too much talking, newbie. sometimes i saw him sat alone doing his jobs.
he had a shy face and a gentle voice.
ehmmmm.... sometimes the one who never showed his problems is the one who was hard to guess.