less sleep *again* hahahaha at that time i really had been sleeping just for 2 HOURS!! and i would have an activity called "stock opname". hell.
last night, i couldnt fall asleep. like mindblowing and overthinking. ehmmmm.. yes. after some troubles happened the days before and on Sunday it was getting worse when i saw my bf ex's BB contact was in his BB again. i hadnt told that i was so glad when his ex deleted him from her BB. okay, i thought it was alright. the worst part happened when he left his BB and iPhone on the table and i decided to look for his ex twitter. when he was back, i turned it back fast , i forgot to delete. when he checked out his iPhone, the name still appeared. *awkward* :|
he asked me. i just laughed. haha.. and accidentally i'd mentioned his ex. maybe because i pressed it fast and i havent used iPhone yet.
so.... his ex sent BBM to him asked about it. i didnt listen clearly when he told me what his ex said to him. but what i saw was he was still texting with her along the street. eventhough he was trying not to focus alot at his BB. but i knew.
ehhhmmmmm... i didnt get mad because of that. what made me mad was... when he told me his ex wanted to borrow his money. but his ATM hadnt had enough credit, so he felt lazy. because he had cash. (what was on my mind : if he only had cash, and their both houses were close, it could be a reason to meet up) *sigh* *deep breathe* *mellow out*
i didnt like fighting, so i told him to give it.
he told me that his ex should go to abroad. i knew it, but why did he still care? he told me before that he didnt had much money for this March, but why did he insist?
while having dinner, i tested him by calling my friend (a guy). and i realized my BB hadnt had credit for days ago. he KNEW it. even after i said that i hadnt had enough credit to make a call, he just kept quite.
it wasnt about the 'money', it was all about respect. ME, as his gf didnt have phone credit he didnt care. HIS EX didnt have enough money to go abroad, he DID and he wanted to lend his money. i was wondering..... how could.. when he didnt have much money, but had to lend his money. fuck off.
confusing made me wanted to share a lil bit of my madness to someone... hellyes, after that it made me regret it. becase that one told me that probably my bf still had feeling to his ex.
okayyy.... chill out... if that was true, let it be. :')

in the morning.
with messy mood, cold weather, i woke up and went to the office. arrived at 06.30 AM. then the driver was late. so me and my office friends went to Serang, Banten at 08.00 AM. *feeling pointless awaken at 05.00 AM* (Ｔ▽Ｔ)
while in the car, i was asleep. my eyes were tired.
started to begin stock opname, the factory was clean and cold. i liked that place. not bad.
doing stock opname, the wokers were friendly and polite. i was with 2 workers, one was shy and quite, one was talk-active. i had to go in the freezer room with 10· C degrees to count some medicines. i was in and got out so fast. hahaha... so damn fuckin cold.
i was outside and the one worker was in counting. not a bad idea. he yelled up total and i calculated.
when done... we went to the room to check all. haha like doing SOS game or BINGO game, i thought :p
then... having lunch.. ate potatoes felt bad, so salty.
back to work..... visiting pantry, chit chatting with a woman who worked at there. she offered me coffee, but i wanted it later. haha.. i asked for ice cube, cool coffee. she laughed thinking where she could find that. hahahaha..
after all... i hadnt drunk my coffee because my friend had drunk it accidentally. she was wrong picked up the glass of coffee. haha...
on the way home.. on highways passing thru Alam Sutera and then arrived at Karang Tengah rest. we decided to have early dinner at Burger King.
seriously i didnt feel like it was all for job, i was doing it like vacation or having fun out of city.  \m/*.*\m/

cant wait for my turn again hahaha because i made promise to drink coffee if i go to there again :p