Really tiring day. Too many tasks to do at office, i was dying. ﹋o﹋ then... everytime i started to sleep at office, it was too noisy. Fuck. Headache always came in the wrong time, when i had to do many payments. Really... just orange juice that afternoon and i was given JCO donuts by my friend until tonight i haven't eaten any food yet again. Aaaaaaaa I'm thinking about Dodo's Takoyaki right now. :( :( :( I WANT IT SO BAD..!!!
I think i would lose my weight again. Too lazy to eat, if it wasn't because my stomach hurt, i wouldn't eat.

Sometimes.....
I wondered it would be nice if i could be feminine girl, act sweet,  laugh cute or say sweet words like any other gilrs. But, i liked being this way, ehmmm... always said everything i wanted, laugh out loudly.
I wanted to get my hair cut again hahaha..shorter. :p

I was really pity of peoples nowadays, i thought they had no brain or whatever.. just too many idiot peoples, i needed some air to breathe anyway. That's why sometimes i was too lazy to talk to others, it would waste my fuckin time. Even though i told them along explanation, it was pointless. Yes, silent was better. Smile and silent. Because if i truly said what inside my mind, i would be in troubles.
They talked too much, rumors were made by them, couldn't mind their own business. Really they all had to fuck themselves.
Stupidity had its limit i thought, but their Stupidity was limitless.
Even...... at night.. on the midnight, there was still a people who argued with me! WTF.. was your brain sick or what!? Night was a rest time, not argue time! Stop put me into your fuckin arguments where i should explain every "WHY" u asked for. So damn fool. I didn't like telling everything, reasons, or explanation, because I've been learning that peoples could hear but NEVER fuckin understand, they always did the same things,  mistakes i didn't like as i told them. So what's the advantage of telling it? Absolutely NOTHING. ;)
and there's no "FOREVER", all was just for awhile, so i was just letting it flow... i didn't have to explain anything, because all would be over someday.