At his motorcycle, i couldn't sit right, i tipped my body to the right to the left, i wondered if i should have fell down. Haha..
I said it was better if i was died, i wanted to jump out. He got shocked, he turned his face to me while riding.
Lol i wasn't that crazy. I was too young to suicide.
Arrived at beach.
Down from the motorcycle i hug him tightly, and crying. I didn't even remember it clearly what the f i was talking about cause many eyes on us. →_→
At beach, i laid down my body to the sand, my cloth and pant were dirty, cause the first thing I'd done was walking to the sea, and sat down. He took my hand, lifted me up. But too late, i was wet a little bit already. Hahaha..
Yes we were talking about many things, the music that had been playing were the slow musics, romantic. REALLY COINCIDENCE???  i didn't think so... ╮(╯3╰)╭
I laid my body at his lap while playing with the sand, of corse i was still half-drunk. So i told him many things I've never said before. All things that i held in all time. And also about his ex.
He told me that about his ex was moving to his office was A LIE.. cause he wanted to see me jealous. But i wasn't. That made him mad at me, felt useless, cause i always held all things in without sharing them with him.
I talked about my ex who had left, everyone would do that, they would leave, including him. But he answered, "just give me a chance to prove you that I'll never leave you. I'm not gonna do that."
he held my hand, it was sweet thing. Unforgettable.
After everything I've been through, i never accepted thing why my ex left me... for this time could i believe in someone again?
I told about my rich ex.. he said that he couldn't be like that. But i said i just wanted him, i hug him.
He said, "happy anniv."
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Okay.. our romantic scene was over. It's already 10pm i needed to go home, we went to mini market near the beach, bought lemon drink, and bear milk, a lollipop.
I drank that milk and saw my hand was sanded, i poured it with the bear milk to wash it. Just like WTF....!??
Headed over to parking place, he had to move his motorcycle, asked me to drink the lemon drink, it's bitter. •﹏•
He drank it again, and asked my help to hold it a second while he's moving his motorcycle. I held it and threw it away, the bottle broke cause it was made by glass.
He just said that we had to go out from there.

Lol... i think life would be boring as hell if we don't do stupid things while we're young.
Happy 3rd monthsary anyway :*