I'd told ya that i had to change my habits. First of all, i need to start from mind. Ehmm.. kinda hard, cause negative thoughts always come and fuck my brain. ╯﹏╰ but I'm still trying.
There's a chance happened to me from madness. Along time ago, if i was going mad, i said all rude words that would hurt someone's feeling exactly. I never thought if i was mad. Haha.. so i didn't mind what i was talking about. It's surely a very bad habit.
But now.. if i was mad, I'd stay quite, avoid bad possibility that would flow out from my mouth. Besides , i was lazy to argue too haha..
What often makes me mad is negative thoughts. I can't avoid it. So i told youuuuuu my brain and my feeling, don't be fucked up. ╯ε ╰