Process. Yes everyone gotta make it in this life.
And something that we knew as process isn't an easy thing, and so isn't such as having fun. Cause in that 'season' we'll create ourselves, find a way and you know what? It's hard to make decision that will change yourself alot. ;)
I remember me when i haven't worked at my office now, it's kinda a tough process to get here, it took along time.
Ehmmmm..... i was looking for a job when i was graduated. I wasn't kind of person who enjoyed do nothing, i needed a job.
I'd been looking for anywhere, newspaper, internet, my networking friends, BBM.
First, i wanted to be SPG cause it could make much money in a day, based on my experience. Haha...
So when i received broadcast message on my BB, i went to OT group to apply for a SPG job while PRJ event.
The meeting should have been started on 11am, i was on time with my friend. We're two in the waiting room. Waiting for hours, errr.. so bad. Why that bitch took along time.
In that room there's a guy, who would apply for SPB job, yes we're chit chatting, and complaining the same thing "that bitch was too late."
ehmmm... OT group was a big office, and cool. I wondered if i could work there, but then 2 men ruined my daydream. I had to accept the truth that i had to be at least D3 to work at there *minimum*.
Okaaayyyy.... the man who would choose us to work at the event had come. *the man? Well, i thought you're a bitch, put on a thick makeup before meeting your clients. * lol. ε-(´・｀)
We're all at canteen now, with big long table. Many peoples applied for this job. I had been pessimist.
Blablabla...... after along explanation, he tested us one by one to introduce OT product, candies.
So one by one stood up, offered the candies to customers, acted like we're on that event then.
My turn... i took too long explanation, he complained at me.
Ok, i tried once more, he kept complaining. I appreciated that until the turn of a beautiful tall girl spoke up in a voice that couldn't be clearly heard and small, then while offering candy, she laughed.
BUT, WTF!?!!???? (/ﾟДﾟ)/
That person complimented at her. Good, he said. Which one was good asshole? Her body or her ability? she came late on that meeting with her friend, she drove a car. Nothing compared to me who had been waiting for 3 hours like an idiot. *Deep breathe*
those girls were contracted as SPG. I knew it.
Me and my friend went home at 5pm.
At that time, i was feeling like a kid, so childish cause i couldn't accept that unfairness. "if only i was more taller"
my mom cheered me up.

Of corse i didn't give up, i continued looking for a job, copied many CVs, sent them to every office, got interview by interview every damn day. I admitted it wasn't kinda an easy thing to get a job. I'd rather be in school, doing homework everday, it's alright. Haha..

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