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2013, 16th June. Careless.

Sunday, June 16, 2013 • 9:10 AM • 0 comments

Have you ever felt that you don't belong anywhere?

That you're invisible, and you have no idea what you're doing, where you're going. No place to stay.

And someday, you're sitting alone at the crowd, thinking what you are...

Cause when everyone is happy, you're just quitely an idiot, don't know how to cheer moments up.

Just like it isn't your place, not where you should be.

Kinda messed up, isn't it? Haha.. Cause i feel it every damn time. Whatsoever life puts me up, i just can't guess, i never understand why i'm here, why i'm taken up here.

Even when i'm loving the wrong one, i just can't know. Love, huh?? I never understand...

What's love? Even when myself isn't being cared, i still notice that myself is loved??? 😄

Will everything change? Is there a chance to fix it all things?

Ooohhh please.... I need a big change!

But i just can't find the answer yet. Someone who can prove me that i'm worth all usual happiness that everyone has.

I just wanna go home with happy smile on my face, seeing my bigest happiness, my nice family. "NICE"??? Pffttt... 😄😄😄i hope so.

Some peoples out there just like, i'm so proud, i'm so happy. And me? Never change. Hahaha..

I don't care, i'm getting used of this shit. Ehmmm obviously, i'm getting bored.

I do my best, but sometimes peoples just don't like me. Am i overact of pleasing?

But never mind, if i'm not good enough to be good person, i'm good at otherwise.

Haaaahhhhh.... I'm wondering if there was someone who can love me the way i'm. 😊

I really wanna escape from it. So sick...

Shame on me, i'm so childish.

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✖ NAME : Lychti Silvanus
✖ LIKE : drawing, reading, writing stories & also poems.
✖ HATE : lies, losing something really mean, regretting.
✖ FAVORITES : cute stuffs, Rilakkuma, panda, cat, Punk & Rock songs.
I'm just a girl who's addicted to ART

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★ For me art is a feeling. Sometimes, there's something that 'words' can't tell, but ART does ★

Have you ever heard that, "A picture is worth 1000 words.." Yeaahh i like that sentence!
We can make an art, either we're sad or we're happy. Art follows it, art is a feeling. When i'm down, i draw something that really describes my feeling indeed.. It's telling. My pencil can't go wrong. Hahaha.. I just do and when i share it in my pencil, all things are better. ★
Maybe my drawings aren't good enough, i'm just newbie. But i do it myself like what Pablo Picasso has said, "I paint objects as i think them, not as i see them."
I love writing too :) it's such as an art too. ehmmm, i'm not honest enough to tell what i'm really feeling. sometimes, i get it hard to tell about. But so easy to be written. I don't know why... i'm better off this way, writing than telling everyone. ★
I haven't learned much, many things about art i need to learn. Many peoples are better than me, but i do love it as well... thanks for reading! xoxo ★★★