The one who told you that he would never leave you is the one who left and the one who ever held your hand so tight is the first one that would let it go.

We're too early to trust, although we're given by words. We knew we should have deserved better, but why?

How about loving someone too much until it feels hard to breathe without him?

Maybe you will do anything to make him happy, you can't get mad, you will be jealous evertime about every girl he talks to.

You knew right that selfishness wasn't good? But you had no idea how to handle it.

Or maybe you're such a boring girl, so he will start ignoring you, he will stop appreciating you. So he start becoming lazy to talk to you, to chat with you, to give you attention, and then you knew another girl gets his attention. What about you? Your feeling, is it fine at all? Will you pretend nothing hurt? 😄

Cause maybe you've been thinking too much and that leaded you to negative thoughts, like he would cheat on you. But was it all you want?

Even after thinking like that, you hoped that your negative thoughts were wrong, right? But what if they were true? And after knowing it, you just didn't know what you should do.

Maybe he said that he would never make you disappointed? Did he comfort you with lies? 😁

He covered as well like he didn't do that, and you just believed nothing bad happened, he didn't cheat on you, he didn't give another girls attention as what he did to you. So you just BELIEVED that???

Cause when you checked his phone, nothing's wrong.

All seemed perfect. Until you realized it never was.

Or maybe you've had some experiences that made you so down, made you stop being yourself and loving someone. Maybe many peoples have cheated on you, so what will you do? Cause you're just feeling stupid.

Cause in case everthing you did is never worth.

How could you know if he lied to you? And how could you believe him? Cause he said that he would never disappoint you? Maybe he deleted all messages, all chats, all logs just to make you happy. But... It never worked, cause it would make you question everything he did behind you.

And when you knew it.......... Hahahaha.. You're feeling stupid, right? So which is better? Not knowing at all?

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So why is he still with you? Maybe he has no excuses to breakup with you, or he still needs you instead, but he doesn't want you anymore.

What would you do when you knew he looked lazy to reply your message and got excited to reply message from another girl? He got bored of you.

While you're wating his reply and he replied another message first.

And while you're busy, what was he doing? Waiting for your message until you got your work done? Of corse no. 😀 He's with another girl.

Just admit it that you're a selfish one, you're stuck between being jealous and not to allow him to make friend with any girl, not to let him text with another girl except you, so he would say "YES", cause he said he would never disappoint you. But he would do that secretly, out of your attention, when you found out... You would get hurt like hell.

Or let him do anything he wanted, made friend with any girl, and it would hurt yourself everytime thinking of every possibility that another girl would have a chance to get his attention better. 😄😄

When he forgot eveything you liked, you hated, ever asked why? Maybe he remembered another girl.

Yes like that, you believed his lil promise as it would last forever? No... Everyone changes, you can't change that reality. You've ever experienced that in your past, right? So what's the difference now? You always believed uncertain things. You always hang on, blame yourself.

You thought he would have cared about you just because you're his lover? No... You're not the only one who made him smile, remember. 😊

So it's okay not to reply his messages fast? Cause you think he was happier texted with someone else.

Peoples said, "it's better to be straightforward with the truth than being comforted with lies."

I think both was hurt. 😄