You know what... Adult peoples are jerks sometimes, they claim themselves as a mature adult ones, but the truth is they're just kids with ages. Hahaha..

If you read this post, don't be too quick to complain me, cause i posted what's real & your opinions are irrelevant. 😄

Maybe you have a good life, so you can stay just straight, but it doesn't mean that you're allowed to judge me, my choice, and my point of view. 😄 I'm good on my own.

So, if yours was good, did you decide that mine is the bad one?

I'm getting older, i knew many things that i should do on my own, i can't depend on anybody, even my parents, friends, besties, boyfriend. Cause sometimes, they look wanna help, but they actually don't. Someone's kindness can be only a 'fake' figure. 😊 Don't be too attached when someone acted sweetly to you, let's see... Maybe i might have thought that it was real, but only few peoples who would help without even we were asking for it.

Yeah, as i told before, "pretending doesn't look is easier than helping.". 😃

This is fuckin life, peoples will do bad to you without thinking twice.

Cheating and lying are so usual.

When someone puts your hope high up, then break you fuckin down so easy.

I don't even have any place to share with, cause i never believed anyone again, even the closest one.

Maybe i messed up sometimes, but i didn't need a fake figure, a good listener.

If you don't like me, just go. I'm not definitely begging someone to stay. I can't be like any other peoples, if you don't deal it, just look for someone who can make you happy. Easy, right? 😊😄 

I don't wanna get mad again if someone else trying to 'steal' what's mine, cause REAL people can't be stolen, if they wanna stay, they will.

I miss being kid again, less worry, more happy. Hahaha..

Sometimes i wondered, how nice it would to fall asleep on veld, setting my mind free for a little while.