Seeing the city lights in the night, same streets.. Why feels so boring? 😑 I can't even laugh myself loud.

Stuck in the same place everyday, do the same damn things, fuckin office task, old peoples, ah... Fuck. It's just living, not feeling alive. 😒 so damn awkward everytime, trying to appreciate peoples i don't like, smile and pretending.

We live with rules, but we can do break those stupid rules.

To be feeling alive and not bored as hell here, cause i realize i can't repeat these young years AGAIN, so why don't i have some fun? Like i always did before when i was at school, while surrounded by friends, laughed and did nonsense things.

Maybe i'm just kid who grow up the way too fast... 😕

I hate smiling at the person i don't fuckin like.

I hate doing my office tasks! Fuck all those shits.

I hate when i can't turn up my music loudly.

I hate when i can't joke and laugh loud.

I hate speaking politely like a fuckin speech. 🙊