And that street was always traffic, and while looking around the street side, i accidentally saw an old man selling susu kacang. But no one bought it, it might be caused by his old small wagon and weathered.

Day by day, seeing him was my daily part every afternoon, he always looked at different side. I didn't know exactly where he was looking at, but his eyes were reflecting the heavy burden of life. No one knew his sight in the middle of crowd, he gazed far...

I always thought "if" only i could have done something for him... (´∵`)

I might have hated myself for caring too much, that's why i saw what everyone didn't while they're too damn busy about something, why i found his sight, but i couldn't help myself. That's just me.

And when i laid myself on bed in weekend, i remembered that old man.

I was alone at home, so i took a shower, then went up to him, i used public transportation. I spook to him, i told him that i wanted to buy some susu kacamg from him. And i paid him with my savings for that week, i only had 50,000rp, not too much.. And he opened his plastic bag to give me the change, as i said, "No, you didn't have to. You could have it all."

He insisted to give the change, but i refused him. Me and him had a lil conversation, he had a grandchild that lived with him. One thing i still remembered was his eyes still looked so sad. I couldn't explain, but i was crying at that time. My tears were flowing down, hearing his trembling voice. Just 2,000rp left for me to used one public transportation home.

For that time, many peoples walked through us, but no one cared.

I never felt this free. Eventhough that's all i had, my money for one week but i didn't regret it at all. ( ´﹀` )

I hated regretting, but i never dared to do something.. But i made it. Haha.. That's just my best part of my life. Yeahh even after that day, for the next days i never saw him again.

But one thing i should have known, i would regret if i never did something, if i only took a nap at home and never met him that weekend.